eye h8 U

ちょーむかつく！(－－〆)

I hate to be complaining again, but I actually have another health ailment!
Yesterday I began to see this transparent floaty thing in my right eye,
which wasn't due to a blurry contact. It was definitely IN my eye.
It's so annoying because it looks like a blob that has these squiggly things in it.

When I went to the eye doctor today, I had to get my eyes dilated (while wearing
these embarrassing plastic stunna shades to make the process go faster), and then
have all these bright beams in my eyes so he could see it. The floaty thing is actually
called a "floatie" and is caused by this "eye jelly" that everyone has in the back of their eye.
I guess my eye jelly has somehow become clumped together. Worse, he said that they will
NEVER GO AWAY. I was so taken aback I could only squeak, "NEVER?!"

Maybe it will shrink or eventually become less noticeable, but the only answer is that
it will always be there. It could have been worse, I could have had a damaged retina.
But for now, unless there's more of them, I have to just live with it.

Still, I had to go into the car and cry a little. It was kind of dramatic because it started
to rain hard. My worst fear is to lose my sight. My vision is so poor, an 83 year old grandma
could probably see better than me.

Gahhh...I hate this floaty thing!　飛んで行けー！消えてよー！<(｀^´)>