filling the blank

I forgot about you for awhile.
My empty white space.

It's a little silly for me to be writing on my forgotten blog when I have so much work to do this week.
Although I'm sure I'll get out alive, I just wanted to excuse myself for a bit.

I really did miss you.
You, as in this beautiful wide nothingness that I'm typing on.
It really does feel good.
Lately things have been kind of cloudy,
not in a totally negative sense,
weather-wise YES,

my thoughts have just been here and there.

Maybe I'm really just searching for winter.
Today, despite the uninvited cold rain,
I got to see my own white breath in the morning.
I don't know why it gets me so excited.
I'm sure to most people it just signals how brutal the cold is.

I guess the air just feels newer to me.
Even pure.
Like white, white snow.

I'll try to update my blog more.
Add some pictures.
Talk about myself and my happenings.

For now I just wanted to come back and get lost again.
In other people's words as well as my own.